CHAINED

Today was a different day

tomorrow is going to be a better day

yesterdays are all over for now

no pain, nor regrets that i hold

because that was all a past now

I just want to live my life that;

I want to live for myself

 

No grudges or hate can pollute;

myself being hold back to be

sad or to be agitated

and I am here to build up;

a life of joy and peace

and this time , no expectation

so that I need not be heartbroken

I just knew how to laugh,

and to fake myself to be happy

when I am not.

I learned how to move on;

to the flow of life where,

it leads me to be.

I tried myself to be emotionless

because I learned that can’t buy me;

food or clothes and it don’t make sense

because emotions make people weak 

and dumb and believe me that, no one

gives a damn about feelings and emotions

so pals, be selfish and cruel to yourself

and don’t ever expect some one to live

your life and make everything perfect

life is not always a fairy tale that you dream off 

you never knew what life has left for us and this

suspense ends when we ends 

Because that’s how world are off

its build out off guilt and revenge

sometimes we even don’t know 

that for what we have being fighting for

and why we hold back our life from what 

we really want to do.

it’s because that’s what they ‘told’ us

to be heartless and spineless

well now I am one of them

what better do you expect now?

 

FLAWLESS

In the agony of truth

i finally stood for myself

lets face what is true and just

i am in belligerent with my mind

is it wrath or is it hate?or am i desperate?

now all i can see is the lust

for power,money,or maybe fame

i fear for those who are deadly sweet

and i envy those who still have the,

reasons to laugh at small things or,

the power to live and to move on.

is the world i see complicated?

or does it me? or my pointless thoughts

i might be complicated but not desperate

but i am now stuck up in the flow of life

i fear for change but i’ll wait for,

where it wants me to lead

bring colors to my world

let the laughter echoes in the sky

let love conquer the hatred and pain

let all these heal my broken soul

and shall give me the power to fight

And give me the wings to fly high up in the sky

so that i can live a life of my own !!!

AN EXCELLENT STORY TO BE READ!!

 

 

khalid

I have this very beautiful story to share and i definitely had a wonderful time exploring through this amazing piece of work. And this tale is very unique because it tells the very strong and lovely bond between a brother and sister. I know we have came across different such stories and why i felt this story touches my heart because i didn’t get that nerve to just led down that book from my hand and i know i wasn’t really running through the pages but i do feel like living inside that book .OK well i know you all must be asking me whats the name of the book and i don’t want you all TO keep in a suspense mode, so let me break the suspense here , ‘AND THE MOUNTAINS ECHOED’ written by KHALED HOSSEINI . And i have to say that he has that rare and truly gifted teller of tales ,were he is not afraid to pull every string in your heart to make it sing and  keeps us trapped inside his creations, and he really gives us a vivid and engaging story that reminds us how long his people have been struggling to triumph over the forces of violence or continue to threaten them even today.

the story starts in Afghanistan in 1952, abdullah and his sister pari lives in the small village of shadbagh. to abdullah, pari – as beautiful and sweet-nature d as the fairy for which she was named is everything to her brother abdullah. More like a parent than a brother, abdullah will do anything for her,even trading his only pair of shoes for a feather for her treasured collection. Each night they sleep together in their cot, their heads touching , their limbs tangled.

 

one day the siblings journey across the desert to Kabul with their father were pari and abdullah have no sense of the the fate that awaits them there, for the event which unfolds will tear their lives apart; sometimes a finger must be cut to save the hand.

crossing generations and continents,moving from Kabul,to Paris to San Francisco, to the Greek island of Tinos, khaled hosseini writes about the bonds that define us and shape our lives, and how the choices we make resonate through history.

I want all of you guys to read and explore this book to the fullest and to those who have read it already please share your experience , thoughts and views about this book through comments, so that let the world knows it too…!!

 

other books of his : kite runner, thousand splendid suns

 

the kitethousand

 

 

 

BLOSSOM

When the blossom bloomed
I sensed the same in my heart
I dont know how,when and why
But it healed my heart and soul
And I had reasons to live and fight
Past are no longer my curse
I’ll move on with my broken heart
sometimes truth are painful and ugly
and i have no choice but to accept
and hoped for never to turn back at it
it comes back and forth to hunt me down,
into endless sleepless nights
now i have to move on in life
and to seek peace and hope
its not the redemption but agony;
of doubtless love and hate
let all the doubts and worries be in abyss
so that i can wait  for my whole life as long as it
And will watch over the blossom to bloom once again ……!!

TRAPPED

In this lunatic world
i run and been chased
bugged and exposed
nothing or nowhere to hide
where thousand eyes are all over me
and undying thirst and hunger,
make them mad and blind
it may crawl over me in no time
and world keep quite and enjoy
i screamed and yelled for a hand;
to stand strong and fight back
but no one did or cared to look at
everyone blocked their way and-
turned back at me and cursed me out

they all are cold and mean
and all they knew is to judge
and give a long endless speech
on what to do or don’t
but they never knew how to live
they all were senseless and lifeless
all their life was old and flimsy
what did i do? what am i blamed for?

now i am far away from this insane world,
because they don’t get me and neither do i,
were they cursed my soul, dignity and pride
now i am a triumphant and free from barriers
No more struggle for justice or acceptance
but days will come when they finally listen and;

bow their head out of shame and embarrassment
so that i can finally let my fears down and live freely…….

 

 

 

FAIRYTALE

i can play blind and mute
but there is something else in my heart
which i didn’t felt in my entire life
i need to seek it but i knew
it was not meant for me
and i still love that smiling face
and your striking words
it puts smile on my face
and hardly make me to think
where i don’t want to pretend
good or bad, just me and myself
i love those rude interruption
and the answers with the smile

i played with the brain
but u hold me with the heart
you surrender my heart and soul
and leave me with sleepless nights
and i knew i had a war with my mind and heart
but i never let a chance to change my mind
i wish i could be what i wanted to be
all i wish to stay at your side
as long as i can and to write a story
of us happily ever after because,
i too started to believe in fairytale…..